[It's more than a little self destructive. Unwise and unsustainable in a place like this, a life like his. He takes things too personally and too hard and he pushes himself too far but he drags himself back to his feet after taking a beating because he doesn't know how else to live. The opposite doesn't appeal to him as a better option. (What's the point of fighting if you can't bring yourself to give a damn about anything?)]
Unplugged?
[It had been mostly rhetorical. He hadn't....actually expected such a cut and dry and deliberate answer. (Like this is something more than a personality defect.) It sort of stops him short and wrong footed as he finds his momentum again. Hands in fists in the face of November's quiet irritation. He's missing something here, and he digs at it.]
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Unplugged?
[It had been mostly rhetorical. He hadn't....actually expected such a cut and dry and deliberate answer. (Like this is something more than a personality defect.) It sort of stops him short and wrong footed as he finds his momentum again. Hands in fists in the face of November's quiet irritation. He's missing something here, and he digs at it.]
What the fuck are you talking about?