But, he doesn't think he'd be able to anticipate what it'll feel like to make it up to Misaki. Because while he'd given her that warning, it still feels like he's indebted. For a Contractor, it's the oddest feeling. One because he's feeling something at all and for so long. And for two, he's not sure what to do with it. No logic seems to apply to it, and he hasn't been able to rationalize himself out of the thinking. So for now, it sticks, weighing at the back of his mind. ]
Trying to measure all the time becomes tiring. I'm sure you'll figure it out.
[ Because he's not blind. Barnaby is smart and dedicated. Kotetsu just doesn't know what he holds over him, and that's where the separation begins. ]
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But, he doesn't think he'd be able to anticipate what it'll feel like to make it up to Misaki. Because while he'd given her that warning, it still feels like he's indebted. For a Contractor, it's the oddest feeling. One because he's feeling something at all and for so long. And for two, he's not sure what to do with it. No logic seems to apply to it, and he hasn't been able to rationalize himself out of the thinking. So for now, it sticks, weighing at the back of his mind. ]
Trying to measure all the time becomes tiring. I'm sure you'll figure it out.
[ Because he's not blind. Barnaby is smart and dedicated. Kotetsu just doesn't know what he holds over him, and that's where the separation begins. ]