In this instance, he has to agree. Not only because of what Anders is telling him. What the mage is pushing on, hoping that the crack in the dam is enough to crumble the rest of the walls. But there's also a chilling self-realization on several levels. It's numbed over, as usual, but the thought's in his head, which is more than he could say from before. Taking a deep breath, he exhales slowly, re-centering. Normally that's all it takes, but he knows this will bother him. Knows it, because he still thinks about Hei and how his actions didn't make sense.
(And how he finds himself relating more and more). ]
It doesn't really matter, does it? [ He's aware of that now. ] Even if I do, where does that get me?
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In this instance, he has to agree. Not only because of what Anders is telling him. What the mage is pushing on, hoping that the crack in the dam is enough to crumble the rest of the walls. But there's also a chilling self-realization on several levels. It's numbed over, as usual, but the thought's in his head, which is more than he could say from before. Taking a deep breath, he exhales slowly, re-centering. Normally that's all it takes, but he knows this will bother him. Knows it, because he still thinks about Hei and how his actions didn't make sense.
(And how he finds himself relating more and more). ]
It doesn't really matter, does it? [ He's aware of that now. ] Even if I do, where does that get me?
[ There's no cure to being a Contractor. ]