[He isn't the type to give up. And he doesn't have the luxury of considering it, because like it or not, Eren isn't just a soldier. He hasn't been, since Trost. He knows what kind of stakes sit on his shoulders. Which is why he can't afford to fuck up, and he can't afford to give up. It's not about him anymore.
And he's very painfully aware of that. His expression shifts from stubborn to steely. What do you know about what he's taking for granted, November.]
I've got a lot of people counting on me.
[And it doesn't necessarily matter if they care about him or not. It doesn't even matter if they like him very much. Comrades go deeper than like or dislike, but it's more than that. Because he really might be humanity's last shot at a counterattack, at survival. People have died to make sure he has a chance at living up to that, and he does not (will not) take any part of that responsibility lightly.
And that's no small factor in why he's been able to grit his teeth and bow his head as long as he has. Maybe there will come a day where Eren needs to choose between humanity and his own principles, here. And there's only one choice to make, in the end, but it's not going to be one that comes easily for him.]
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And he's very painfully aware of that. His expression shifts from stubborn to steely. What do you know about what he's taking for granted, November.]
I've got a lot of people counting on me.
[And it doesn't necessarily matter if they care about him or not. It doesn't even matter if they like him very much. Comrades go deeper than like or dislike, but it's more than that. Because he really might be humanity's last shot at a counterattack, at survival. People have died to make sure he has a chance at living up to that, and he does not (will not) take any part of that responsibility lightly.
And that's no small factor in why he's been able to grit his teeth and bow his head as long as he has. Maybe there will come a day where Eren needs to choose between humanity and his own principles, here. And there's only one choice to make, in the end, but it's not going to be one that comes easily for him.]
I know that. I'm not going to screw that up.