I do not mind them. I find the conversation interesting myself, so really, thank you for indulging me with such a conversation.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
But to your question, yes and no. Yes, they are monsters. But no, their souls are not feeble at all, so far as I can see it.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
Those that kill to survive do abandon their humanity in some respect. They leave behind innocence, gazing into an abyss from which there is no return. And so too will it gaze into them.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
However, it is those souls that are the strongest of all. Those souls that will grasp onto the possibility of survival, even if it is no more than a spider's thread... They wish to live.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
Whether they feel or not, it would seem irrelevant to me. To embrace that abyss, to kill to survive at any cost... It will deliver a crown decorated in despair. But a soul is certain.
I am quite glad you think so! I would be remiss to lie, so I admit I am quite a bit over thirty, but certain pursuits keep me young. Such as stimulating conversations, really!
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
Though at least my old age does come in handy in contexts such as this. I have observed behaviours long enough to have a unique viewpoint. I must say as well, I am surprised you were so interested.
[ Sebastian definitely laughs on his end, because continually, he finds there are advantages to making the appearance he had taken on conventionally attractive. It's not often he receives such attention from men, admittedly, but it wasn't as if Sebastian found it terribly different.
...Which is why he goes along with it without hesitation. ]
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
Perhaps somewhat, but you humble me all the same. Being mindful to one's appearance is simply a part of the butler's aesthetic... But perhaps that is also something shared?
[ truly disgusting ]
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
I would say so, yes. Humanity has come a long way, but in its character, there is constancy. As such, matters of the soul have become my expertise.
[ It's not often? Well, expect it to come more frequently then. You've sealed your fate, Sebastian. ]
FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
I'm flattered, Mr Michaelis. That's an aesthetic I can appreciate, most assuredly. If our roles were switched, I'd wait on you without hesitation.
[ Flirt levels rising. ]
FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
So dedicated to your research. It's almost divine. Though I will agree that humanity as a whole tends to have a core similarity, no matter what the century.
[ sebastian is making a mistake and he doesn't even know it ]
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
Is that so? My, then I am even more flattered, Mr. November. Excellent service is hard to come by. Though still, I would be remiss to accept such a thing without earning it first.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
I would not call it anything so formal as research, really. It is just idle observation from frequent visitation. My kind are like obedient dogs, in that sense. We only come when we are called.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
Though, that said, should you ever have the interest, I am always open for conversation on such observations. Free of charge, of course, unless you are to start asking for answers to the arcane.
How could I deny such a gentleman the option of earning it? Of course, for you, I must point out I would be willing to provide personal service, regardless.
[ salacious. ]
FROM: 11.november11@cdc.org
Do you come only in that sense?
FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
And I don't see my interest waning. Quite the opposite.
My goodness, with such an offer, you will truly make my ego swell. But I must also respectfully decline, for now. It is my place to be the one offering such service, especially to my superior.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
So, naturally, I would come for that. I have great respect for those above me, and of course, I would hope it is clear enough that my interest has been piqued as well.
Well, so long as our modesty is shared, I suppose it does not matter so much. But regardless, I look forward to it, Mr. November. I am quite glad for the silly mistake of a wrong message by now!
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FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
And if someone doesn't feel on any end of the spectrum, but kills to survive? Are they truly a monster?
FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
Would their souls be feeble as well?
FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
Pardon the queries, Mr Michaelis. You seem to have a great deal of knowledge and fascinating opinions on this matter.
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I do not mind them. I find the conversation interesting myself, so really, thank you for indulging me with such a conversation.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
But to your question, yes and no. Yes, they are monsters. But no, their souls are not feeble at all, so far as I can see it.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
Those that kill to survive do abandon their humanity in some respect. They leave behind innocence, gazing into an abyss from which there is no return. And so too will it gaze into them.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
However, it is those souls that are the strongest of all. Those souls that will grasp onto the possibility of survival, even if it is no more than a spider's thread... They wish to live.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
Whether they feel or not, it would seem irrelevant to me. To embrace that abyss, to kill to survive at any cost... It will deliver a crown decorated in despair. But a soul is certain.
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Of course, any time.
FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
How interesting. You seem to take the opposing view on the strength of souls than some others I've met.
FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
I would hazard it's a somewhat demonic point of view, Mr Michaelis.
[ Ah. ]
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Likely so. It is a point of view I tend to be quite biased towards, admittedly... Perhaps it is my old age showing?
[ ha ha ha ]
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
It is a viewpoint rather divorced from empathy, which makes it seem quite harsh, but it is one I have confidence in.
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Old age? Certainly not. You've such a youthful disposition. I'd be shocked if you stated you were over 30.
FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
I don't find it to be harsh, honestly. It's just another differing opinion from someone who's observed behaviours over a time.
[ Empathy what's that ]
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I am quite glad you think so! I would be remiss to lie, so I admit I am quite a bit over thirty, but certain pursuits keep me young. Such as stimulating conversations, really!
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
Though at least my old age does come in handy in contexts such as this. I have observed behaviours long enough to have a unique viewpoint. I must say as well, I am surprised you were so interested.
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Quite a bit? Now that is a surprise.
FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
What can I say, I've had a personal interest in things such as this. It helps to see things from varying viewpoints, after all.
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Quite. Let me see... Three thousand? Perhaps five thousand? It is hard to keep track.
[ It does ruin the little game of dodging what he is a little, but at the same time, the reaction to his age will be funny, he thinks. ]
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
But that does mean my viewpoint will be quite different, so you are in luck in that respect! I have had plenty of time to cultivate such viewpoints.
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My, would it be forward to say you look stunning for five thousand?
[ Disgusting. ]
FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
I don't know, has 5 millennia been enough time for you?
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...Which is why he goes along with it without hesitation. ]
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
Perhaps somewhat, but you humble me all the same. Being mindful to one's appearance is simply a part of the butler's aesthetic... But perhaps that is also something shared?
[ truly disgusting ]
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
I would say so, yes. Humanity has come a long way, but in its character, there is constancy. As such, matters of the soul have become my expertise.
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FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
I'm flattered, Mr Michaelis. That's an aesthetic I can appreciate, most assuredly. If our roles were switched, I'd wait on you without hesitation.
[ Flirt levels rising. ]
FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
So dedicated to your research. It's almost divine. Though I will agree that humanity as a whole tends to have a core similarity, no matter what the century.
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FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
Is that so? My, then I am even more flattered, Mr. November. Excellent service is hard to come by. Though still, I would be remiss to accept such a thing without earning it first.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
I would not call it anything so formal as research, really. It is just idle observation from frequent visitation. My kind are like obedient dogs, in that sense. We only come when we are called.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
Though, that said, should you ever have the interest, I am always open for conversation on such observations. Free of charge, of course, unless you are to start asking for answers to the arcane.
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FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
How could I deny such a gentleman the option of earning it? Of course, for you, I must point out I would be willing to provide personal service, regardless.
[ salacious. ]
FROM: 11.november11@cdc.org
Do you come only in that sense?
FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
And I don't see my interest waning. Quite the opposite.
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My goodness, with such an offer, you will truly make my ego swell. But I must also respectfully decline, for now. It is my place to be the one offering such service, especially to my superior.
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org
So, naturally, I would come for that. I have great respect for those above me, and of course, I would hope it is clear enough that my interest has been piqued as well.
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Please, you don't need to be so modest. I'm no superior, really.
FROM: 11.november@cdc.org
Naturally. I can appreciate that sort of thinking. Very clear; I expect to follow up very soon.
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Well, so long as our modesty is shared, I suppose it does not matter so much. But regardless, I look forward to it, Mr. November. I am quite glad for the silly mistake of a wrong message by now!
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Likewise, on all counts, Mr Michaelis. I hope to see you around.