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[personal profile] cutlery 2015-01-13 06:57 pm (UTC)(link)
FROM michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Nothing quite as formal as that, I would say... Though I do have an interest in occult matters! The stories people tell of the supernatural are rather fascinating.

FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Perhaps. But who can know? I imagine to find out, a great price would have to be paid for such knowledge.
cutlery: (that'll show those rabble-rousers)

[personal profile] cutlery 2015-01-22 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Not at all. And as a matter of fact, the answers to both of these questions are related, for my favorite stories are those where the story is not of the supernatural as an all-powerful force.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Rather, those stories that show the supernatural as thinking creatures in their own right are my favorite. Proud Samael that Fell to become Lucifer, or clever Mephistopheles with his wry tongue.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

So the matter of pricing I think would fall in line with Faust. Knowledge is a great power, and I certainly believe in whatever force there is looking over the world having a sense of irony.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

To know the fate of ones soul, you must first stake your soul upon that knowledge, I would think.
Edited (rephrasing...) 2015-01-24 00:02 (UTC)
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[personal profile] cutlery 2015-01-27 06:38 am (UTC)(link)
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

I would quite enjoy that. There is little I enjoy more than good conversation, and this one has been quite enjoyable!


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

I believe I would, yes. The idea of any creature being all good or all evil is not one I agree with, after all. It is too simple an interpretation, a comfort based on the hope that evil is not in all.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

As for what I believe about souls... I do not believe everything has a soul, no. I believe that there is a special quality about souls, for what else would give the essence of one's being?
Edited 2015-01-27 06:38 (UTC)
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[personal profile] cutlery 2015-01-27 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ That isn't a question that Sebastian had expected, so he shifts to focus on that question instead, since it interests him quite a bit. Still, he can see how these questions are connected much more clearly now. ]

FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

That depends entirely upon how you define "emotion," really. It is not so straightforward, since some definitions define it much more strictly than others.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

But personally... No, I do not. What defines a soul is personality. The unique combination of traits that makes someone up is what defines their being. Their emotional spectrum is a part of that.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Yet there are creatures in this world that do not feel things like sadness, and they possess a soul just as distinct and unique as another other. Any sentient life has a soul.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Or at least, that is what I believe.
Edited 2015-01-27 06:58 (UTC)
cutlery: (the Universe is rarely so lazy.)

[personal profile] cutlery 2015-01-27 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

It is a range, so far as I see it. It accounts for the fact that not all creatures feel all emotions. By the human definition, that would make them deficient, naturally. Those creatures would be monsters.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

But why is that? Is the capacity to feel necessary? Emotion can head to folly just as much as it can lead to greatness. It is a desire to lack emotion that leads to stories where devils are wholly evil.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

For if they are wholly evil, then it is not one's personal failings that are to be judged. It is the idea of it being out of their hands that gives them comfort.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

So to me, emotion is the capacity to feel, certainly. But not feeling things such as grief and empathy does not preclude feeling joy or pleasure.


[ this conversation is turning into plurk where you have to break up a serious discussion into like 10 messages god ]

FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

But for something that lacks will and personality... It may, though it would be weak and feeble.
[ and flavorless ] If it is alive, it is always a possibility. But in that area, the distinction becomes difficult.
Edited (will i edit every comment in this thread? yes, apparently.) 2015-01-27 16:50 (UTC)
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[personal profile] cutlery 2015-01-28 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

I do not mind them. I find the conversation interesting myself, so really, thank you for indulging me with such a conversation.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

But to your question, yes and no. Yes, they are monsters. But no, their souls are not feeble at all, so far as I can see it.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Those that kill to survive do abandon their humanity in some respect. They leave behind innocence, gazing into an abyss from which there is no return. And so too will it gaze into them.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

However, it is those souls that are the strongest of all. Those souls that will grasp onto the possibility of survival, even if it is no more than a spider's thread... They wish to live.


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Whether they feel or not, it would seem irrelevant to me. To embrace that abyss, to kill to survive at any cost... It will deliver a crown decorated in despair. But a soul is certain.
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[personal profile] cutlery 2015-01-30 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Likely so. It is a point of view I tend to be quite biased towards, admittedly... Perhaps it is my old age showing?


[ ha ha ha ]

FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

It is a viewpoint rather divorced from empathy, which makes it seem quite harsh, but it is one I have confidence in.
cutlery: (this man and his deity are close)

[personal profile] cutlery 2015-01-30 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

I am quite glad you think so! I would be remiss to lie, so I admit I am quite a bit over thirty, but certain pursuits keep me young. Such as stimulating conversations, really!


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Though at least my old age does come in handy in contexts such as this. I have observed behaviours long enough to have a unique viewpoint. I must say as well, I am surprised you were so interested.
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[personal profile] cutlery 2015-02-02 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Quite. Let me see... Three thousand? Perhaps five thousand? It is hard to keep track.


[ It does ruin the little game of dodging what he is a little, but at the same time, the reaction to his age will be funny, he thinks. ]

FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

But that does mean my viewpoint will be quite different, so you are in luck in that respect! I have had plenty of time to cultivate such viewpoints.
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[personal profile] cutlery 2015-02-06 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ Sebastian definitely laughs on his end, because continually, he finds there are advantages to making the appearance he had taken on conventionally attractive. It's not often he receives such attention from men, admittedly, but it wasn't as if Sebastian found it terribly different.

...Which is why he goes along with it without hesitation. ]


FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Perhaps somewhat, but you humble me all the same. Being mindful to one's appearance is simply a part of the butler's aesthetic... But perhaps that is also something shared?


[ truly disgusting ]

FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

I would say so, yes. Humanity has come a long way, but in its character, there is constancy. As such, matters of the soul have become my expertise.
cutlery: (combination of Marts both Wal and K.)

[personal profile] cutlery 2015-02-06 09:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ sebastian is making a mistake and he doesn't even know it ]

FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Is that so? My, then I am even more flattered, Mr. November. Excellent service is hard to come by. Though still, I would be remiss to accept such a thing without earning it first.

FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

I would not call it anything so formal as research, really. It is just idle observation from frequent visitation. My kind are like obedient dogs, in that sense. We only come when we are called.

FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Though, that said, should you ever have the interest, I am always open for conversation on such observations. Free of charge, of course, unless you are to start asking for answers to the arcane.
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[personal profile] cutlery 2015-02-06 09:44 am (UTC)(link)
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

My goodness, with such an offer, you will truly make my ego swell. But I must also respectfully decline, for now. It is my place to be the one offering such service, especially to my superior.

FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

So, naturally, I would come for that. I have great respect for those above me, and of course, I would hope it is clear enough that my interest has been piqued as well.
cutlery: please do not take! (too bad mirrors aren't real)

[personal profile] cutlery 2015-02-06 10:18 am (UTC)(link)
FROM: michaelis.sebastian@cdc.org

Well, so long as our modesty is shared, I suppose it does not matter so much. But regardless, I look forward to it, Mr. November. I am quite glad for the silly mistake of a wrong message by now!